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Worthless monster by shadow-chameleon Worthless monster :iconshadow-chameleon:shadow-chameleon 1 0 Pokedoodle Requests 2 by shadow-chameleon Pokedoodle Requests 2 :iconshadow-chameleon:shadow-chameleon 3 0 Pokedoodle requests 1 by shadow-chameleon Pokedoodle requests 1 :iconshadow-chameleon:shadow-chameleon 1 0 Oh Gosh, Nicole! by shadow-chameleon Oh Gosh, Nicole! :iconshadow-chameleon:shadow-chameleon 2 0 Have yourself for your birthday! by shadow-chameleon Have yourself for your birthday! :iconshadow-chameleon:shadow-chameleon 2 1 Les and Lapor Redesign by shadow-chameleon Les and Lapor Redesign :iconshadow-chameleon:shadow-chameleon 0 1 Nicole Char the Model by shadow-chameleon
Mature content
Nicole Char the Model :iconshadow-chameleon:shadow-chameleon 3 1
Shumbre and Shlace redesign by shadow-chameleon Shumbre and Shlace redesign :iconshadow-chameleon:shadow-chameleon 4 1 Sholt and Shlare redesigns~ by shadow-chameleon Sholt and Shlare redesigns~ :iconshadow-chameleon:shadow-chameleon 5 1 Weekly Two: Light Switch by shadow-chameleon Weekly Two: Light Switch :iconshadow-chameleon:shadow-chameleon 0 0 Weekly 1: Plug by shadow-chameleon Weekly 1: Plug :iconshadow-chameleon:shadow-chameleon 1 0 Lycanroc by shadow-chameleon Lycanroc :iconshadow-chameleon:shadow-chameleon 3 0
Literature
3 by 3 Poems
I’m ready, life,
Hear my cry,
I am born.
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Here we are,
The final mission,
From the beginning.
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Up the stalk,
Through the clouds,
Dreams fly on.
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Building self esteem,
Accepting constructive criticism,
Friends helping friends.
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“Stop the killing!”
“Stop the bloodshed!
A nurse’s plea.
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Millions of words,
Countless possibilities,
Starting with hello.
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A new year,
Adventures to come,
Memes to create.
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Fantasy versus Reality,
Truth versus Ideals,
Console versus PC
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Glorious Internet regime,
Posting cat videos,
No one survives.
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Tree of life,
Casting it’s shadow,
Welcoming us home.
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Darkness surrounds me,
A barrier forms,
Anxiety comes storming.
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Spoiled every day
Excited by anything,
Dogs are lovely.
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Don’t give shit,
Still wants love,
Cats are adorable.
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If you want
To find answers,
Look down below.
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No not that!
Clean your mind,
Geeze, look up.
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Here’s the end,
But the adventure,
Has only begun.
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Skyline by shadow-chameleon Skyline :iconshadow-chameleon:shadow-chameleon 0 1 She is the French Char by shadow-chameleon She is the French Char :iconshadow-chameleon:shadow-chameleon 7 3 He is being there for chu by shadow-chameleon He is being there for chu :iconshadow-chameleon:shadow-chameleon 1 1
Gallery of a fluffer, good luck getting through all the fluff!

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Friends -nudgednudge- by Tisserovehicks Friends -nudgednudge- :icontisserovehicks:Tisserovehicks 33 2 Unforgotten Doubts: Cover by Amethyst26 Unforgotten Doubts: Cover :iconamethyst26:Amethyst26 4 16 Charizard by jailvian Charizard :iconjailvian:jailvian 40 3 Jackmaindesign1 by Noerbmu Jackmaindesign1 :iconnoerbmu:Noerbmu 12 0 flare by Noerbmu flare :iconnoerbmu:Noerbmu 14 1 Ss+(2017-10-07+at+04.36.24) by Noerbmu Ss+(2017-10-07+at+04.36.24) :iconnoerbmu:Noerbmu 2 0 Swhawadrasg by Noerbmu Swhawadrasg :iconnoerbmu:Noerbmu 12 0 Pix is back by Noerbmu Pix is back :iconnoerbmu:Noerbmu 31 5 Mamaomaomao2 by Noerbmu Mamaomaomao2 :iconnoerbmu:Noerbmu 11 0 Mamaomaomao by Noerbmu Mamaomaomao :iconnoerbmu:Noerbmu 5 0 Linell by Noerbmu Linell :iconnoerbmu:Noerbmu 7 0 Animatemazybe. by Noerbmu Animatemazybe. :iconnoerbmu:Noerbmu 14 0 Skunkcostume by Noerbmu Skunkcostume :iconnoerbmu:Noerbmu 8 0 69e8f639ea by Noerbmu 69e8f639ea :iconnoerbmu:Noerbmu 5 1 Werebae by Noerbmu Werebae :iconnoerbmu:Noerbmu 15 1 Laotian Wolf Snake by Culpeo-Fox Laotian Wolf Snake :iconculpeo-fox:Culpeo-Fox 536 16

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Uuuh, kinda nervous to post, but here we go: discord.gg/pJvuwJu Here's a link to join my discord server if anyone is interested: No one under 18, will be asked if joined, refusal to answer honestly will have ya kicked. Thank you! 
picarto.tv/ShadowCharmeleon with :iconflame-shadow: and :iconlittledc5:~ :3
  • Drinking: Water~
picarto.tv/ShadowCharmeleon Streaming with :iconflame-shadow: and :icontisserovehicks:
  • Drinking: Water~
So I’ve had two mates now in the past, and one of them I had a dream of the other night. For some reason we were working at the same store and their current mate was as well. For some context, I work at Meijer, and in my downtown an event called Art Prize going on. As well, I prefer being single and hate when my mind tries to trick me into jealousy or the desire of being in a relationship. 



So, the old mate’s current mate had a terrible accident in the work place that killed them, and I didn’t even dream of what it was, just, a work accident that occurred off screen. Naturally, I console my former mate the next, and for some reason it led me to asking them to be mates again. I don’t know how long time past but it seemed to happen in the dream and we were mates again.



At first, it was pleasant, being with them again, making them feel better, and doing stuff again, but, that was only my mind trying to mess with me as I know how they are really holding up in person right now, at least, where I left things off with them. However at that point it was like bliss, and not even anything sexual going on, my mind in the dream felt like everything was at peace and happiness, and as such for said former mate.



Now, for another context, I watched Fuller House’s new season last night with my sister, so my mind made the dream sitcom-y. If ya get what I mean, the conflict came in. Now, I have friends with benefits, whether it be through affections or further on, and I know my former mate is monogamous only, so after some point, not even with anyone saying anything about it to me, that just struck me hard. It made me question what I was doing, why was I doing it, and brought me back to myself in the dream.



I find it funny that I played a sitcom plot in my dream, as I broke up with her, once again off screen. My mind literally didn’t want to revisit doing that, this time where it would be hurtful, so it skipped it. It was explained though, why I was breaking up, the fact I didn’t want to leave friends I interact with beyond a normal setting for a non-affectionate or non-sexual friendship. I didn’t want to leave the online family I established, and the online pets I’ve grown to care for, and was feeling like I left them all in the dust again. 



Thinking on it, it felt soooo weird that I actually returned to myself instead of playing out the fantasy. In the dream what set me straight was the fact that during Artprize, there was a fountain in the middle of a courtyard for a building, but was actually a public hot tub I was in(very bizarre), and flirted with a miss that came on by, who ultimately declined me after some banter and went on, and that interaction struck a chord that I was in a relationship with someone who wouldn’t want that, but, I didn’t want to lose myself to change dramatically again for another. It feels so weird that it was that complex this time that I had a turnaround thought instead of letting the fantasy play out.



Normally, my dreams are full of nonsense that one thing goes along after another and I’m always, “Alright, let’s see where this goes”, yet, this time I went against the flow and disrupted it to do the right thing if it was real. 

Eventually my dream shifted to being a vendor of crappy food at Artprize yet getting people to buy my stuff. XD My dreams are always out there, and especially when they shift constantly like that, even if one moment was dramatic and tense, it goes into something nonsensical. 



Thanks for listening for whoever read this far, and if ya got any tips on what it all means, if anything at all, some input would be good. I just rather get it out instead of thinking constantly about it to a negative degree.

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Shoutouts: :iconshikathemudkip:

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Resolution progress:

Journals: 23 out 52

Game Level: To designing! 

Comic: Working with scenes and bodies within them! c:
  • Drinking: Water~
Sooo, to start quickly, my kitten has gotten fleas, and I know for sure now as I physically saw them yesterday on her body, uuugh it's scary yet annoying. Yesterday I went out and bought some shampoo that I thought would help, but turns out I couldn't use it on open wounds. Inevitably, my sister and I gave Quizzel a bath to help clean up her body some and well, you can naturally see how this went. At first, we tried to just water out the open wounds she got from the bites and excessive scratching. It was getting really bad so luckily we were getting it cleaned up. Ironically this is where I saw the fleas, and immediately tried to go for them but my cat kept turning her head so couldn't reach before they hid back in. The beginning rinse was a test to get her adjusted to the water a bit; boy that plan failed. The moment I touched her in the soapy water in whole she jumped up my body and latched on, scratching my neck in the process. My neck is fine, but it was getting tricky to get that cat in the water. I tried draining it some, making it a bit soapier, nada. 

What my sister and I eventually did was scoop up soapy water and washed it down her body; she was still not happy about that but she at least bared through it. She was reaaaaaally cranky though, but we at least washed out all the blood matted in her fur, sadly seeing how badly she scratched herself in the process, but she's scabbing over now, which is better then bleeding wounds. We also got the rest of her body washed up except the face, so we bounded her up in a towel and kept her with us as we watched shows. About halfway of watching we let her out of the towel to clean herself, and she was rather warm being against our bodies so no worries about her getting hypothermia. Also we got neosporin on her wounds; even now when I checked her a few minutes ago, she was still a bit damp where the neosporin was put, but at least the wounds seem to have sealed up already.

Her vet appointment is on Tuesday, and it said first appointment is free for where I'm going and was one of the many recommendations; I ended up going with it simply because my sister thought it was the best choice. I trust her well for that kind of info. Still, I worry. I know I need to get a flea collar and a flea comb at some point, but hey, at least I have my cat's appointment for needed shots coming up, her wounds are infected, and today even, the house is getting clean so even I won't have so much of an itching feeling! 

In other news, to say vaguely, I found out the true reason why my brother James is really in jail, and even though the base story of why he's in there is the same, the reasons for it have apparently came to light, and I'm very disappointed. I wish I could say why, but I can't, and I don't hate him, but I'm at that state of, "Why? What made you think this was ok to do? Why didn't you come to us when ya knew you were in too deep?"....whenever his trial is truly over and he gets his truly deserved sentence, then I can really say what it was. Til then, it has to remain private. At least jail visits are going well, and getting him to show the progress of my art, which he tends to enjoy rather well!

Speaking of art, I'm doing a pokemon challenge for inktober, and right now keeping on track for my prompt, but keeping the drawings on a single sheet of paper(and more when I run out of room); I really suck with drawing in ink, but this is good practice to keep an idea for what I should do when using it, so hopefully I'll get it posted eventually(though I tend to keep art stuff on tumblr, will link!). Otherwise I'm starting to do digital a bit more, and streaming more often with friends, and keeping up practice with traditional, and pretty consistent on drawing a charmeleon daily(but occasionally posting them~).

Bleh work is work so skipping that, less stressful but annoying manager who I've learned tried to do good then got shut down by the company, so he just doesn't care anymore! XD He's still a dick though. Anyways, school has been an interesting challenge this semester. I've been doing both Zbrush as a class and learning about texturing to get those skills down, but the thing is, I have no time!! Well, poor time management also plays in effect, but to say the least, I'm quite exhausted, and starting to need to cut back from interacting with most of my friends online if I wanna get more time, which in itself is quite difficult to achieve as I'm quite a social person. ^^; I'll figure out something, cause this semester I'm not going down without a fight, plus the programs are quite interesting in themselves. 

Beyond general stuff, oh boy is money problems are back as an issue, as with spending money for my cat, I've also been overspending on games I could wait on, but just had the urge to get them ^^; Now with Skyrim, Super Mario Odyssey, and Ultra Sun and Ultra Moon around the corner, I really don't know how I'mma survive XD Will need to cut back on excessive eating out and probably pick up more shifts from work, which takes away more free time, but, tis needed to make meet's end, ya know? Even picked up a few commissions, one being my icon, and another is along it's way~ Though now I really can't get much more. ^^;

Guess that's it for a life update right now, so, hope everyone is enjoying the end of their weekend; got a lot of cleaning to do! 

Oh, and for the resolutions, looks like I'm behind on journals, but will try to bring up more specific things to talk about, the game level may not happen in full, but heck, at least I'll design it, and the comic, well, with practice with scenes and people in them starting to develop from this practice this year, it just may be looking like it can happen c: Wish me luck peeps, it's been worthwhile to go after some goals this year! c:

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Shoutouts: :iconcataclyptic:

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Resolution progress:

Journals: 22 out 52

Game Level: To designing! 

Comic: Working with scenes and bodies within them! c:
  • Drinking: Water~

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shadow-chameleon
Nicky R. C.
Artist | Student | Digital Art
United States
For reference its shadow-CHAMeleon not shadow-CHARmeleon this:iconshadow-charmeleon: is shadow-charmeleon:3

Link to my discord server: discord.gg/pJvuwJu

Best online friend(s): :icontisserovehicks:

Good online friends: :iconflame-shadow::iconrocket0634::iconwolfywolff::iconshikathemudkip:

:iconamethyst26::iconlilly-rulez::iconvulcan-flare86::iconwambulenceman::icontwilightdreamers10::iconbaldarun:

:icondreamingmystic::icontalonrgero::icondragontamer1990::iconmelanch0lic-artist::iconphoenixacx::iconjames-the-typhlosion:

:iconfoxy-paws::icondictatorsylveon::iconzero-kitsune:

:iconxdarkthunder::iconnoerbmu::iconseikenpkmn::iconmyuuriko:

:iconcandroo::iconyattertheman:

:iconreezythegarchomp::iconemerald-riolu::iconhealercharm::iconzanegoose:

plus more(updates whenever!)

Char bros: :iconuruboros::iconstaragon::iconscorchwildfire::iconmadmujaffa:

Current Residence: Michigan
deviantWEAR sizing preference: 3XL
Favourite genre of music: Classic
Favourite style of art: comics
Operating System: HP laptop mini
Shell of choice: Yellow and red shell
Wallpaper of choice: Lost in Shadow's tower
Favourite cartoon character: Charmeleon
Personal Quote: Slice and Dice~
Interests
picarto.tv/ShadowCharmeleon with :iconflame-shadow: and :iconlittledc5:~ :3
  • Drinking: Water~

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:iconmidnightflaze:
Midnightflaze Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2017
Ou0
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:iconshadow-chameleon:
shadow-chameleon Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2017  Student Digital Artist
Rawr!
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PhoenixACX Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconiseewhatudidthereplz: HEY, what are you doin' snoopin' around on my profile? 
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shadow-chameleon Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2017  Student Digital Artist
o3o....e3e Ya can't prove anything!!
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PhoenixACX Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
What if I told you that I could prove that I couldn't prove anything?
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:iconshadow-chameleon:
shadow-chameleon Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2017  Student Digital Artist
Then I'd win this round, and that'd be odd cause it's too early in the conversation!
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TwilightDreamers10 Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday. Hope yours will be a good and blessed day.
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Fullmetal0Thunder Featured By Owner May 4, 2016  Professional Filmographer
Please stop requesting sexually explicit adult literature/art with penetration, erections, or bodily fluids. It's against the site rules and you and the users can get banned for it.
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Shadow-pikachu7 Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2016  Student Digital Artist
so your the other shadow eh :U
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shadow-chameleon Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Mrr?
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Nightforest Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the fav
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:iconemerald-riolu:
Emerald-Riolu Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2015  Student General Artist
Hello!~
How are you?
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Dracyor Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
pokemon gif  charmander pokemon gif  charmander running APH Prussia tackle hug Charmander epic laHappy Birth Day Fella (messages) !!! Happy Birthday !!!Happy Birth Day Fella (messages)  Charmander epic lahappy DA B-day :3  Charmander epic la Birthday cake  icon Charmander epic la OMG CAKE Charmander epic la
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Spyrothedragon6 Featured By Owner Edited Jul 21, 2015   General Artist
O.O?
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shadow-chameleon Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Mrr?
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Spyrothedragon6 Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2015   General Artist
Are you that SC fellow on tumblr?
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shadow-chameleon Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2015  Student Digital Artist
I am shadow-charmeleon on tumblr, if that's what you mean.
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1ika1 Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank's for the Fav!
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James-the-Typhlosion Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello!~ :hug:
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shadow-chameleon Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Fluff ball! :D*pounces*
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James-the-Typhlosion Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
how are you?~ *falls over*
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shadow-chameleon Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Rather tired and in class. |D
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Zachary-Swift Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2015  Student General Artist
omg why is shadow-charmeleon gone I wonder D:
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shadow-chameleon Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Because that was someone else's account that I was unlikey to not get, but they registered the name four years prior to me and NEVER used it. l3
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Zachary-Swift Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2015  Student General Artist
Oh that's sad
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