Bye bye that year before this year

Hello this year that isn't the next one! Also, random mention of so he'll get this in his mentions, mwahahahaha, deal with it Tiss. >:3

Anyways, it's a close to 2013, and honestly, it sucked a lot. -3- Lots of drama in my circle of friends, and the world around me, and it will never end! :'D Plus excessive depression and so forth, blah blah, good stuff time.Preview (owo;;...don't know what happen but have a preview? |D)

2013 is the year I: Finally gone to therapy for my depression, and it's slowly helping. Got back with someone special after breaking it off with them the year prior for many reasons, and slowly we're getting better as a couple, and moving in together this year! ^^ I am finally bringing up my grades in college, and slowly not procrastinating as much. I WROTE SOME STORIES!! *shot* And finally did a proper Christmas story with lots of people that I am happy with. ^^ Considered myself not as evil as I kept saying to make it seem like I was a terrible person. I keep running out of things to say to stall. Gained much more experience at work and has been a roller coaster since. Bah, I could think of more, but I don't wanna: FEATURES!

2013 is the year I also befriended quite a few people more, and have gotten better friendships out of some. Also I got to talk to some people I knew, and gotten to know them better, and became rather good friends! ^^

You are certainly the biggest addition to my life. :3 It's been a roller coaster with you as well! X3 But you are still one of my best buds now! :3

You're from Canada, and just plain awesome! :3 Plus, somehow you tolerate me calling you Madam Bacon, so I salute thee~

You are a crazy char, but one I'm glad I met this year! c: I don't know how we hit it off but it's awesome having those random spam sessions with you! :3

and I met you two, and two others officially after seeing your guy's comics on smackjeeves, and I feel like I've talked to you guys more often than most, and hug out at your streams quite a bit more. :3

We went from having reasons to avoid each other to being good friends. Nuff said~ :3

We technically have met last year, but I feel like we have became greater friends this year, though we kinda slipped on talking in recent days, but still, you were a big person to help in random parts of my life, and still a joy to talk to ya! ^^

You, sir, are like a shy kitty, and when you come out to play, it is cute and adorable so hiiiii! :3

Semi for the lulz(I will never use that again), but also because you were someone I always wanted to talk to, and got to this year, and it's been nice. ^^

Also two more friends that won't be mentioned directly, but were Lance and October from my Christmas stories. ^^ Lance, you are some sillyhead that has been a joy and awkward friendship lately, and nice to see random messages from you. :3 As for October, I do feel like we've only known each other for a bit, and don't talk often, but I truly do enjoy our coversations. ^^

Also, anymore that you believe I have gotten to be closer friends to this year(I know a few who might, but I honestly feel like they have been close friends since 2012 or beyond), tell me please, because there's a chance I forgot, and I am trying to remember as much as I can. |D So please tell me if I forget to mention ya! :3

And another also, I can give big speeches to them in private probably, but never fits me to do so in public. XD Anymore, if I managed to do so in the past~

Anyways, I saw Being do stuff about Resolutions, so might as well speculate on what mine is.

As I saw with his, I can instantly reject that as mine because, well, I'm pretty sure I am braver about stuff then he is. >:3 Anyways, I feel however I shouldn't simply say, "Stop being lazy", because a lot of it is from just quickly being overwhelmed and pushing everything together. "Hold onto yourself and move forward" doesn't seem to fit either....as I went through my head about it, thinking of how if I would try to not let myself fall apart at the quick overwhelmings, and moving forward would seem like more pressure to add on if I try to soon or too late...eh, overthinking, but still doesn't fit. Some explanation though: My depression would hit so badly some night that I would have crashes, where everything felt....hopeless, so like an anxiety attack in a sense? Either way, they were crap, and happened almost nightly, and only a select few would know.

However, now, I'm slowly breaking out of my depression, which I am happy about, so stuff like that shouldn't be what I should put for my New Years Resolution(or, at least the overall theme. o3o). Hmm...how about, "Pursue"? This year, I will be transferring colleges, and need to provide a portfolio. I want to finish my stories, and new ones I have in mind, though I tend to slack off. I want to be able to master some things at work before I would leave as well! All goals to pursue~ :3 So how about it then?

Pursue.

I guess that's my resolution for the year. ^^